hi

2010-04-23T23:38:00.001-07:00

got my passport today. where am i gonna go first? hmmmmmmmmmm

"sometimes i forget how old i am"

2010-04-10T01:45:00.000-07:00

I think that I've gotten to an age where age is irrelevant, I guess. I believe it's when we hit the age of 21. We know we are legal around the world and we just simply don't worry about hitting that target. 16 for drivers license (in BC), 19 to be legal (in Canada). We look forward to it. After 21 what do we look forward to? 65; Retirement age? Looool.

This post was paraphrased from a conversation with one of my close friends

ughhhhhhh

2010-03-29T03:09:00.001-07:00

damn donuts and iced latte.. gave me a badass stomachache today :(

then according to the law of cause and effect, you can guess what happens next... lol

doododoododoo

2010-03-25T03:03:00.000-07:00

i got dragged to club night at UBC's pub/club by joy and company. freakin sticky floors and bad music :(
damn expensive drinks too. $7.25 for my jagerbomb arrrrrrr

on a side note, i've started to listen to a lotta Taylor Swift songs... -shrug-

nudgenudge

2010-03-16T02:45:00.000-07:00

LOL

daylight savings

2010-03-14T04:29:00.000-07:00

omg. fuck you DST, i have to wake up at 8am

2010-03-12T02:50:00.000-08:00

Too busy with this
ok bye

(hows that for an update HAHA)

possible movie spoilers.

2010-02-03T03:39:00.000-08:00

You remember that movie "21"? The one where the guy (Ben Campbell) goes to MIT and then gets a chance to play Blackjack in Vegas with a team? K, I'll give a quick gist of the movie.

In the beginning when Ben was being interviewed for the full admittance scholarship, and the dean (I guess it was the dean) told him that he had to REALLY shine above all the others.

Then he joins the underground Blackjack team and experiences a new life. Even with this new "life", he was still burdened by his emotions and partially by greed. Then he gets in trouble with the casino head security guy. Took quite a beatdown.

In the end, he lives through all the shit that he went through and came out with not as much as he thought he'd make. The camera then goes to the dean of admissions again, and Ben is telling him about his whole life experience at MIT.

The life he had at MIT, and the life he had in Vegas. Both were fueled by crazy experiences, involving emotions and danger. Basically, in his interview Ben told the dean how he had everything, lost it all, gained it back, and lost it again.

Ben: "How's THAT for a life experience?"
Dean's jaw drops.

Seems like I'm rambling, but this is pretty much how I felt for the past few weeks. Crazy life experience fueled by emotions and dangerous situations, having others worry for me. But now I actually have an interesting story about my life to tell now, if the moment ever arises.

Summary: Life is all about experiences and memories. Do something unforgettable (and if possible, unregrettable) and don't look back on it. You'll feel like your life is so much more meaningful after you've experienced something really crazy, like I have.

n/a

2010-01-27T15:36:00.000-08:00

Nope. I was wrong. Things aren't going so well.

Yep....

2010-01-22T04:05:00.000-08:00

Things are quite dandy

fickle

2010-01-13T02:46:00.000-08:00

It's like how she told me...

"Girls are fickle creatures"

no title

2010-01-11T17:34:00.000-08:00

** FOR THE RECORD WE DID NOT COMPARE EACH OTHER LOL **

*** AND NO I'M NOT SMALLER ***

gaydar alert!

2009-12-23T21:08:00.000-08:00

wooo

2009-12-19T17:16:00.000-08:00

bought a pair of leather gloves from Danier .. which wasn't really on my wishlist haha x_x. $49, marked down to $39 + tax

xmas wishlist

2009-12-13T23:27:00.000-08:00

starting from least to most expensive... LOL

1) High Intensity Discharge kit (ideally 8000K color temperature, but i'll settle for 6000K!)

My car has such ugly normal halogen lights right now :(
The left is ideally the color of the light that I want!

This is 10000K.. too blue

Cost: anywhere between $175-200 USD

2) rims; black with red stripe (preferably 18")

something like

Cost: about $290.. plus about say, $130 for the proper fit tire.. and obviously i'd want 4 of them LOL.. about $1600ish :|

3) My class 6 license (aka motorcycle license) + a semi-beginner's bike (Kawasaki Ninja 250R... in black or blue!!)

Cost: $15 for the knowledge test, $50 for the road test, $~4000 for the bike if used, otherwise $5000 brand new

.....hey, at least my wishlist isn't as extreme as Sukarto's:

new skin!

2009-11-24T02:18:00.001-08:00

new blogskin
new song

like/dislike!?

suck on sticks

2009-11-22T20:24:00.000-08:00

two hearts

2009-11-15T05:13:00.001-08:00

When two hearts race, they both win

car crap :D

2009-11-07T18:56:00.000-08:00

HQ!!!!

1) fail run due to weird traffic

2) resonating through Massey Tunnel, but fail at 100 because of slow guy moving in front

3) short pull in Delta

4) Massey Tunnel take 2: decent pull but traffic was moving too slow :(

2009-10-29T12:35:00.000-07:00

Just a hilarious copy+paste from random site. Very FML material

So today I was at my girlfriend's house, and we finally decide to have sex for the first time.

We were gonna do it on the couch in the living room, but at first she's all nervous and says she wants to undress herself in the bathroom while I undress out here. So I'm like ok whatever, that's fine CAUSE I'M GETTING FUCKING LAID!

So she goes in the bathroom, and I rip my clothes off, and stand there waiting. And waiting. And waiting. And I'm like when the hell is she gonna come out? So I started getting nervous, like maybe she would change her mind, or maybe she was actually a dude or something.

The longer it took, the more nervous I got. What would I say to her when she came out of the bathroom? How would I approach her? Eventually I got so nervous that I couldn't hold it in anymore. I took a shit right there on the carpet.

I thought OH FUCK OH FUCK what am I gonna do? So I kinda kick it off to the side by the bookcase and hope she won't notice it. She finally comes out of the bathroom, and I was sitting down on the couch all trying to look cool. But she instantly smells the poop and looks around and sees it and she's like "OH MY GOD WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT" So I try to play it off like the cool guy I am, and I say "What do you think it is, baby?" and I make a face like ;D

She kicks me out and I didn't get laid.

I am now home alone playing MGS4 on my PS3.

How was your day?

2009-10-12T11:38:00.001-07:00

Dreaming comes so easily
Cause it's all that I've known
True love is a fairy tale
I'm damaged
So how would I know

I'm scared
And I'm alone
I'm ashamed
And I need for you to know

* I didn't say all the things I wanted to say
And you can't take back
What you've taken away
Cause I feel you
I feel you, near me

[Repeat * x3]

The feeling comes so painfully
And it chills to the bone
Many won't get close to me
I'm damaged
As I'm sure you know

I'm scared
And I'm alone
I'm ashamed
And I need for you to know

Dreaming comes so easily
Cause it's all that I've known
True love is a fairy tale
I'm damaged
So how would I know

I'm scared
And I'm alone
I'm ashamed
And I need for you to know

I didn't say all the things I wanted to say
And you can't take back
What you've taken away
Cause I feel you
I feel you, near me

I didn't say all the things I wanted to say
And you can't take back
What you've taken away
Cause I feel you, oh

The feeling comes so painfully
And it chills to the bone
Many won't get close to me
I'm damaged
As I'm sure you know

I'm scared
And I'm alone
I'm ashamed
And I need for you to know

I didn't say all the things I wanted to say
And you can't take back
What you've taken away
Cause I feel you
I feel you, near me

I didn't say all the things I wanted to say
And you can't take back
What you've taken away
Cause I feel you, oh

I feel you, near me, oh
I feel you, near me, oh

I can't go back
I can't go back
I can't go back

I must go on
I must go on

2009-10-10T00:05:00.000-07:00

To Michelle C. :

Happy birthday
(the song's for you)

2009-10-09T19:40:00.000-07:00

It's a nice chandelier! Hahah

No vids =( Would've been weird to be the only person around to be holding a camera up during performances

2009-10-08T13:49:00.000-07:00

wooooo final fantasy: distant worlds tonightttttttt

2009-10-05T23:32:00.000-07:00

I try, I really do. But in the end, no matter what you do, you just can't please everyone.

'You never know what you got until it's gone'

2009-10-04T15:36:00.000-07:00

Pause the blog song, turn up your speakers, and hit play!
AND DONT FORGET HQ

It got scary after 150 =(
and right after I stopped recording, there was a police carrier about 3 blocks down.. lol. They were pretty occupied though so whatever. Cops at 520something AM... exhilarating

2009-09-30T22:47:00.001-07:00

Is it a seasonal thing for people to change? Many people I know never seem like they are their usual self anymore... it just throws me in disarray, seeing people having much different views and values than before..

weee

2009-09-16T19:57:00.001-07:00

music's back..... with a stop button!

2009-09-11T23:18:00.000-07:00

My msn fav contacts are all against me. Almost all of them are not replying to me.
And for one of the ones that did, this is what happened:

[name withheld] says (12:00 AM):
*my sis thinks ur a girl
[name withheld] says (12:00 AM):
*CUZ THE WAY YOU TYPE
[name withheld] says (12:00 AM):
*LOOOOOOOL
[name withheld] says (12:00 AM):
*GIRLIER THAN ME
- » paтяiск.и says (12:00 AM):
*fine i wont talk to you then...
- » paтяiск.и says (12:00 AM):
*ughh
[name withheld] says (12:00 AM):
*the way you phrase things"
[name withheld] says (12:00 AM):
*no it's ok
[name withheld] says (12:00 AM):
*i've always wanted a gay friend.

(go ahead and guess who it is, if you want. haha)

Feels like one of those days when your friends have something better to do than to talk to you ~_~
/wrists

2009-09-10T13:13:00.000-07:00

I'm still in summer mode. As graphic as it sounds, it feels like there's a layer of rust on my brain when I'm in class. And the money spent on textbooks, oooooooooomg injustice.

One more two hour class today and it's the weekend.. wheeee

2009-09-03T20:54:00.000-07:00

Marion and Joy are forcing me to blog =(

Okay so if you haven't tried these before, they're pretty good. It's like quick portable soup. except the one I'm drinking now -- Garden Tomato -- isn't that great. If you've had alphabet soup as a child, it tastes like that, minus the alphabet-shaped pasta, haha.

So the other day I went to sing karaoke with Uzi-Suzy and Joy-toy. It wasn't bad....... except that I FAIL AT SINGINGGGGGGGGG hahahaha. Suzy and Joy were really good, or maybe all girls naturally are, I don't know. Joy can hit quite high notes in Mariah Carey songs (probably not AS high, but pretty damn high) and can rap some fast chinese verses too. Proooooooooooooo~

And geez I was freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeezing in that little room. We ordered some tea during our stay there, and it was so bitter wtf. Suzy asked a worker to add more water in there for us, and it helped for a while.... then it got bitter again bleh. Pretty fun night

SCHOOL IN <5 DAYS AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I finally went to the bookstore to buy books for just.. 1 course today. Bookstore was revamped, it was really nice inside. I don't wanna go back to school yet, but on the other hand, I just wanna finish school asap.. booooooooooo

I have a feeling that a few people are annoyed at me for not having a pause/stop button for my blogsong. And that it's the same song as like 2 weeks ago hah. Well you know what? That's too bad.
Just kidding, I'll change song and have a player, uh... soon.

2009-08-30T00:15:00.000-07:00

To Jackie,

I know you don't read my blog often/at all, but you're still a freakin' awesome person <3

:S

2009-08-29T15:51:00.000-07:00

Oops I drove to work while leaving my driver's license at home =s

HEHEHEH.....

2009-08-27T13:21:00.001-07:00

[no] replacement [for displacement]

2009-08-26T00:09:00.001-07:00

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh
This post was meant to be for Tuesday. Oh well.

So I woke up at 9am cus I needed to pee. Then I got hungry so I got food. Then i got sleepy so I went to sleep (around 11am)

And I slept until around 3pm. Wooo. Then as I woke up, it was an abrupt end to my dream and I suddenly jerked forward while sitting up.. and kinda pulled or snapped something in my neck, fml. Then slumped forward on my bed for a good 30/45/60mins (couldn't see the clock since I couldn't move my head)

It's better now. Kbye

cops

2009-08-23T14:50:00.000-07:00

I was driving (read: speeding) home from work just less than 20 minutes ago and near me in the opposite lane, a police car had just arrived with the lights on, no sirens. They started to look my direction, and I'm like 'Oh shit, not again'. It was like for a good 10 seconds or so too.

Then just coming out of my peripheral vision on the left, was a lady walking on the street trying to catch her small dog that ran into the street when the light turned red not long ago. The dog was crossing right in front of the car in front of me, while the lady and a cop tried to slow down traffic to get the dog.

OUR TAX MONEY IS HARD AT WORK...

Ok 3pm going to sleep now.

upset stomach

2009-08-22T23:21:00.000-07:00

i had frozen microwavable food in the morning. then fast food breakfast 4 hours later. then a RedBull. then i got a bad stomachache during work.

and well. yeah.. my stomach didnt feel well up til now. lesson learned

2009-08-15T20:55:00.000-07:00

I hate pigeons. I really do. They must be the dumbest species of bird in existence.

I was driving to work this morning around 6:20am, and I'm in the lane closest to the curb. There are a few pigeons just walking and pecking at shit near the curb. I slow down a bit to about 60km/h, and they're still just...there.

Gradual braking down to 35 or 30. Probably even slower, I don't remember.
What the fuck. They're trying to run away, literally.
Birds. Running. (..?!??)

There were two right in front of me, one near the left and one near the right (right being closer to the curb).
So the left one starts running (. . .) left towards the other lanes to avoid my car.
The right one, however, does not hop onto the curb. It starts to follow the left one. Not once did either one fly away. I don't understand pigeons. This isn't my first encounter with stupid pigeons either.

+25% rage

after you/before me

2009-07-30T22:23:00.000-07:00

I hate being put aside.

zzz

2009-07-20T23:14:00.000-07:00

HI MARION